So, something sadder to me of a song fiction into a song by Within Temptation. I hope you like it.
Pale
Salty tears make their way down my cheeks to fall silent at the end of the cold tiles. I try to be clear what happened. Why do I cry and why the world is so cruel to me. But soon I realize that it is not in the world, it's up to me. My mind plays tricks on me, he makes me believe things that are not real. Or maybe I'm wrong again? I let myself be seduced by the shadowy doubt? False sense of security was there, where I cradled me, trust I gave to those who donated it in my opinion deserved consolation and I to those who needed it. I opened my heart and gave all my strength to help others. I saw the world differently than I do now. I never believed I could be wrong, that it was so different than I perceived. And the more painful the truth I was aware of. But it's the way it is now time, I was wrong and got me blinded and leave now I'm lying on the ground. Whole body was trembling, icy cold around me, black night enveloped me and I see no way anymore. Hard hit by the reality and their cruelty. Can not say what it was what ultimately made me so severely injured, what was so cruel to me. Only one thing is now I realize, not the world has changed. I see things more clearly now as they are. No longer the golden veil that leaves only the good things these things. I can not continue as before, because I will break it, so I have to stand up stronger and try to live. Which I am aware, but can I just let what happened behind me? Can I forget?
The world seems not the same, though
I know nothing has changed.
It's all my state of mind,
I can `t leave it all behind.
I have stood up to be stronger.
I feel broke inside. Empty and cold now where there was once confidence and love. And yet, I urge to get up. I know it will be worth the struggle is not only that the world consists of the things I see at the moment. A dark veil of clouds my sight, but can to guess what lies behind it. I have already seen the light. The pain I feel right now will fade with time, a faint knocking remains perhaps that will remind me of that time. But I want the pain goes, I want that memory remains? Is my will is strong enough to support life? Am I able to gather the strength that I need to be able to smile again? It occurs to me at the moment are hard to understand that every second is precious, that the good things in life outweigh the bad. I know I need to simply trust that everything will be better. But my confidence was not betrayed many times already? Were not a well-intentioned words turned around in the mouth? Did you not tell often enough and sold? How can we still trust? How is one in a dark moment faith in something can? Something that is beautiful? I was trying, I will rise up and gather new strength, but it will succeed me in the end?
Have to fight, cause I know
in the end it's worthwhile
that the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright. I know, should realize
time is precious, it is worth while.
Despite how I feel inside, I have to trust it will be alright.
Have to stand up to be stronger.
I have given me trouble, but I fought and I have the feeling that they have lost. For too long the darkness has been going to black was the night to find me around the track. I was too weak and I stand by it. I can drive myself and hoped that someday everything will be all right, so that everything will return as it once was. Was hoping that the darkness dissolves by chance that the pointer turns back, that was all a bad dream. But I had to learn that there is no going back. A step forward meant so much that it is not in this one moment can understand. The memories remain of past days that I know now, sadly, the missing, what you knew not to appreciate it. But now it's too late. I can not go back to live can not breathe no more. The pain runs dry, I submit myself to my fate, give myself to the darkness, I am tired to fight, because I'm not strong enough. But will just give up when I were to get my eyes the cold fog. I see something that reaffirms my heart beating. I see the reason why I've fought so far. The face of a true angel, yours! I will not give up going to live and fight ... not for me but for you, for you are my light.
Oh, this night is too long.
I have no strength to go on.
No more pain, I'm floating away.
Through the mist I see the face o
f an angel, who calls my name.
I remember you're the reason I have to stay
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