It is pouring rain and my make-up has been long since become independent, but that I care for now, because I stand at your grave and wonder how all this had to happen. I wonder what the point had it all, but I get no reasonable answer. I should feel pain, I should grieve, but I feel at the moment nothing, am completely empty. The only on what I think you are, you and your incomparable Article I fall against the gray stone grave in which your name is carved on the knees. My clothes are ruined, but that does not matter because they can be replaced, you're not.
It does not hurt me.
Do you want to feel how it feels?
Do you want to know that it does not hurt me?
Do you want to hear about the deal that I'm making? It's
you and me.
It is not fair that you now art resting here. The eternal sleep of the dead sleep. What I would give anything to trade places with you to be in your shoes, but it is not possible. I have prayed, but was not heard. I would love to run away, far away, but where should I know? I would always run to you like, but which I will not do so because the place where you linger, is inaccessible to me - unfortunately. So I have no choice but to kneel here at your grave and to hope and pray, even though I know that my wish will never come true.
And if I only could, I'd make a deal with
God,
And I'd get him to swap our places, Be running up that road
,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
So if I only could ...
I should lie here under the ground, it was my destiny, the ball was supposed to meet me, it was meant for me and took my name, but she had made up. You never wanted me and wanted to hurt that I never do anything to hurt anyone. You never wanted me injured, have always protected me and were there for me, but how shall I thank you for this? This opportunity has been taken from me when you up between the ball and threw me, I've protected once again. And yet, I have this shot fatally wounded. The ball may not have pierced my flesh, not hurt physically, but mentally I'm hit hard. My heart is bleeding and no association can it stop it.
You do not want to hurt me, But see how deep
the bullet lies.
Unaware I'm tearing you asunder.
Oh, there is thunder in our hearts. Is there so much hate
for the ones we love?
Oh tell me we, both matter, we do not?
It's you, it's you and me.
It's you and me will not be unhappy.
Only now I realize how much I loved you, how much did you really mean to me, but it is too late. I've often loved but never the way I love you. I reproach myself why I did not realize it. Why do I see all around me, notice every little thing and see if the people bad, just not to you or to myself? We could be happy together, but I would not have blocked, because I was afraid of a committed relationship. Now I'll never get the chance have, for my great and only love is dead. And again I hope that our seats would only be reversed yet.
And if I only could, I'd make a deal with
God,
And I'd get him to swap our places, Be running up
that road, Be running up that hill
,
Be running up that building,
Say, if I only could, oh ...
But I believe in you, believe in your promise that you gave me when you were in my arms. On that fateful day, the day I no longer get out of my mind, the day on which ended your life forever. But were not you been sad, no, you had me smiled and told me that you loved me. I can not answer. Tears had obscured my vision and I prayed that you would not die. You had raised my hand, I removed a strand of my black hair from her face and given me a smile. You had said that the last few years would have been the best of your life and I should not be sad. You had said you'd always be ultimately, protect me in the future, others only one way to my side. We would be forever together.
You,
It's you and me,
It's you and me will not be unhappy.
Suddenly I feel like the treacherous wet again collects in my eyes. I begin to tremble, not because it is cold and because my clothes are completely soaked, but because a delicate breeze caressing my pale skin. A familiar voice comes to me in my ear and whispered words to me are more than familiar. I close my eyes and I see you standing before me. There you are, I smile again and give me new courage to try my wounded doctoring to heart and wipe away my tears. I struggle myself with a smile, her head lay something wrong and finally take you into his arms, one last time and I tell you how much I love you and that I will not want you to go back. You give me a kiss on my forehead, stroking my cheek and whisper something to me. I enjoy your presence.
"C'mon baby, c'mon darling, Let me steal this moment
from you now.
C'mon, angel, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let's exchange the experience oh ... "
Even though I know it's only a dream or have been an illusion, I've enjoyed this brief moment so incredibly much. I could once again be with you, could you say what I feel for you. My heart is now healed, closed the deep, gaping wound and I know that I shall live, but a scar will always remain a scar that will let me not forget you. I am slowly beginning to feel again, even if it's grief for your loss. However, it is nevertheless a beginning, a small step in my normal, wacky life back, what will never be the same without you, as it was until a few weeks. You know how much I miss you, and also that I still wish I were in your shoes.
And if I only could, I'd make a deal with
God,
And I'd get him to swap our places, Be running up that road
,
Be running up that hill,
With no problems.
A hand touched me on my shoulder and timidly pulls me out of my mind. Only now I notice that the rain drops fall no longer on my skin, the sound of rain has fallen silent but not yet. I turn around and gaze into the green eyes of my colleagues, no, my friend. One hand still resting on my shoulder, with the other he holds a big umbrella over me. I can see serious concern in his eyes, but there's more. A tear, a single, solitary tear. I realize for the first time that I'm not the only one who has lost a loved one. I was about to lose myself and my friends would then becomes even more grief. But I do not want to suffer even more people. Not because of me.
And if I only could, I'd make a deal with
God,
And I'd get him to swap our places, Be running up that
road, Be running up that
Hill,
With no problems.
I get up, take firmly in Tony's arms and whisper to him that everything is in order that he not have to worry about me. Once again he looks at me with his beautiful eyes. After a few seconds, he nods to me that he believes me. Without wasting more words, we go together to the grave stone and set each a white rose on it. I read the inscription for the first time, for to long I refused to believe that you were dead. But I must see the truth in the eye. I accept it, you're no longer alive, sacrificed your life for me. Maybe you stood least at my grave would have, just prayed as I'd change places with me and wanted. It was a great as accurate to say? I take my leave of you with the knowledge that you will always be with me.
And if I only could, I'd make a deal with
God,
And I'd get him to swap our places, Be running up that road
,
Be running up that hill, With
no problems.
After the rose on the grave stone, it leads away from Abby grave of his young colleagues. He still wonders why all this happened, why McGee was dead. In fact, he, Anthony DiNozzo, would be down in the lab and taken away to the evidence. Only a stupid accident, Tim was gone. The agent made more than only blame themselves were to blame, the guilt that now he was not dead, but his colleague that Abby had lost the man she loved. If only he would turn back the time and could only change places with McGee ...
If I only could Be running up that hill
With no problems ...
end