Monday, August 4, 2008

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memories

Again I have written a little poem, I hope you like it.

memories

I am a lonely soul in the wide world,

the wind carries me on its wings henceforth

looking for a place where it belongs,

a lost soul, and leave alone ...

A little voice told my sad story,

speaks long-forgotten words of an old time

reported a past life in solitude,

grieves my lonely, lost souls behind.

many lives pass away and no one remembers everything,

my past is a reflection of deep grief and sorrow,

only the wind knows the memories of my being,

with my thoughts, my soul away into eternity.



Wednesday, April 16, 2008

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Thursday, February 21, 2008

What Is Ensure Drink Good For

SN SF Forgive me

Everyone makes mistakes that a do afterwards sorry, even Dean Winchester made a mistake. This Sonfiction to the song Forgive me of Evanecsence does not show the error, but the request to forgive the mistake. Have fun reading and careful, the SF plays after the second season, maybe you can even think about what it ...

Forgive me

song by Evanescence

Can you forgive me again
I do not know what I said
But I did not mean to hurt you

I still remember the moment when I shouted at you, all my anger towards you brought. I meant it in the end only good, wanted to convince you of the position where I am but I did not know what I said. I would never hurt you that you have to believe me. I wanted to open your eyes, you show that we can not go on as far that I can not go on, as I have been doing and that you must change yourself. But above all I wanted you to finally open your eyes up to reality and been chosen. That you fight and finally awaken from your dreams. That there is no perfect world, no rescue is. But I have not seen how much I have met you with my bare words, how hard I you have hurt and for that reason I would ask that you forgive me.


I heard the words come out I felt that I would
the
It hurts so much to hurt you

I heard myself say the words that are not as were meant, or is it? No, keep the words wrong, the importance of this distorted and it hurt so much they pronounce. It hit me as much as you and I suffer more than it could ever imagine. You can not imagine how much it hurts to hurt you but it's too late. I feel torn inside, wonder what do you feel now, I wonder how you're doing but I'll wait in vain for a response. All I wanted was that you are prepared to live without me.

Then y ou look at me You're not shouting anymore

You're silently broken

But you do not answer me, you look at me with your brown, sad eyes. Silent on me and bring it not ready yet to put something against me. Why are you shouting at me, why are you so quiet? Have I done what all the others had not been in the situation? Did I break your will? I think however that I did not want to, I did not mean the words as you have understood them. Please do not look at me with those eyes, please speak to me again, break your silence. Scream at me when you want it. Tell me that I am an egotist that it was wrong what I did, but do not punish me with silence.


I'd give anything now To kill those words

for you Each time I say something I regret
I cry I do not want to lose you
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah!

And please believe me when I tell you that I am sorry that I would not take back those words, if I could, but this is not in my power. It has happened has happened, said what was said and no one is able to turn back the clock to make this all happened. I regret so much what I said. You can not see the tears in my eyes, you understand me because no bit? I have many times made mistakes, things do feel sorry for me and every time you have forgiven me, you can not do it again? Do not you know that I do not want to lose? I could not bear that, if you leave me alone? But even if you leave me now anschweigst, I know when I hear a moment deep down in me that you love me never let you down. I never in itself does.

'Cause you were made for me Somehow I'll make you see

How happy you make me, Oh!


Yes, I just know that you and I belong together. We are an unbeatable team and together, we determined the streets unsafe to To make known the thing we do every day. I'll also prove that it is so, only I must first find a way as, unfortunately I do not have much time for it. You are the most important person in my life, you make me laugh, you drive me crazy. But all that goes with it. And part of it that easy to forgive. Can you tell it not at least try? Can not you understand me a little bit? Please, give me at least a chance and let me do not stand alone, die alone.


I can not live this life Without you by my side

I need you to survive So stay with me

You look in my eyes
And I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry


I'm not perfect, I even have a lot of mistakes, if I am honest with myself, and I'm not often. But all I am, I am just thank you. I have designed my life to yours. I can live my life without you by my side, I need you just to survive, you know that not? You give me the sense, the task I have ever used. I'm sorry that you must now suffer, but I have learned otherwise, I would not otherwise taught. So please forgive me my faults, forgive me and my words remain with me. Let me now not alone. Look into my eyes and tell me what you see. Can not you see that I am suffering too, you can not see the pain inside of me? Every fiber of my twill border begs you to forgive me.


And you forgive me again You're my one true friend

And I never meant to hurt you

And then you smile, thou must not say, because I see it in your eyes. You understood my intentions, you know how I meant it. A soft, barely visible nod, a sign of forgiveness. You forgive me again, even at the risk out that I'm going to get hurt again. But it shows me what true friendship. You are more than or as a brother to me, you are my friend, a true friend. And I know that you understood me that you have forgiven me, because you know that it was never my intention to hurt you.


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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

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SN SF Peace on earth

Perhaps a more thoughtful and sad song fiction. Passages of the song Peace On Earth by U2 have been used to from me, and everyone can make you own picture of who it is superior to it and are welcome to leave his mind. In the sense ... peace on earth and a lot of fun reading.

Peace on earth
I'm sitting here thinking about things that interest me right now. I constantly ask myself the same questions, but find no answers to satisfy me, calm me or convince me of the falsity of my trade and my thinking. I'm at the end may be the one that is so wrong? If my view of the nature that are so unreal and unreal, so far from reality? Are my feelings so different from those of others? I know it was not and it will never know,. But I'm tired of being the one that is not understood, does not want to be understood. It makes me sick repeating the same speeches listen, allegations, accusations, misunderstanding. I can not and will not hear that it is better at some point, because faith has been destroyed it. Hope and replacing it with sadness. But still I ask myself again and again the question of why one can not speak. Why can not there is a certain kind of peace. But in the end remain just empty words, no hope and understanding, it will never exist. I find it difficult to understand this knowledge as a whole and to deal with the consequences deal. But I need to learn and understand that the word is peace and trust, friendship and joy even terms. Words with so much power, but the dark shadows can lead to. Words on which you can not always build.
Sick of sorrow
I'm sick of the pain
I'm sick of hearing
Again and again
That there's gonna be
Peace on Earth
Well-meaning words be interpreted to the disadvantage of making any effort to try something right is often nipped in the bud. A gesture, an act with good intentions, as an accusation against a use. The fight against enemies that do not exist and it may never exist. Misunderstanding, hatred and revenge are the oil that was poured into a blazing fire to let it burn even brighter and even more devastating. A fire whose purpose remains hidden from me. But no one is aware of at the end of a debt, everyone is looking for mistakes, but not for themselves the motto of today's society seems to be: "Who is mocked up, you pass some time." The result of what I personally draw from it is sad. Do you need to be cold, so sure of himself, so selfish and blind, to survive in this world? You have to really build a bogeyman? Sure some things are unforgivable, but where shall we draw the line? I personally would not be such a monster, so cold and calculating. Also, I'm not perfect, free of errors, but I was always anxious to help others and make them happy. Why is someone made this as a reproach? Why does evil intentions behind it, are not there. I would be none of these monsters, would not fight with weapons, of which I know they are unfair. That I know how verletzend sie sein können.
 
Where I grew up
There weren't many trees
Where there was we'd tear them down
And use them on our enemies
 
They say that what you mock
Will surely overtake you
And you become a monster
So the monster will not break you
 
This reckless attitude have too many, in my eyes. Already too long, battle against each other instead of talking to each other. But why should we talk when answers can not be accepted if your opinions from the outset been determined and no room for compromise is? If things are done, contrary to common sense? But then I wonder again what is common sense. I understand something else by it? It is said that one should not take things personally, you have to be tougher. This statement is not wrong, because when you enter the icy coldness in his heart, can one then nothing can hurt. But do not just go this setting is too far? Sure, lets us see things a certain hardness of objective, in many situations makes us think more clearly, but it is also easy to overlook something important. Behind every word, behind every action there is a man who wants to achieve something, using his time, his strength and his ideas for something special and now tell me that you can say in such a situation simply, it's just a job or It leaves me totally cold. A person who criticized his actions, or bounce off the actions of friends, in itself can be, in my eyes cold or has just given up. Criticism is that someone does not like something, but you should know that criticism criticism is not the same. Criticism should not be used to injure or simply, just personal dislikes. It will be a help on how to do it better, without insult, sarcasm or hidden allusions. Maybe you hear about this as if it is hardy, but I'm not.
And it's already gone too far
You said that if you go in hard
You will not get hurt
And now tell me, where is my mistake? What did I do wrong? I am and I can not change me, as others require of me. I am not a doll that dances when you pull the threads. I am not a puppet, not a toy, what one throws away when you do not want to. I'm just like everyone else but a man. Maybe not as cold as it possibly has to be today, maybe too soft, as it's good for me. But it is not make these properties a person to what he is? Properties that make it particularly, whether good or bad. A person with their advantages but also with errors. I know that I will never change in some respects, firstly because I do not want it on the other, because I can not, even if I give my best effort would. But as much as I try to understand other people, I want to be understood only once on your own. Just once I want a little piece of peace, in the end not even for me but for all people. But unfortunately, experience has shown me that my dreams and desires will remain nothing more than that what they are. Illusions that will never come true. And so I stay, I myself, am closing even further from the outside world and suffer for me alone. Speak my mind and not give myself the way I'm not really. In the hope that there is someone who sees through me.
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