Lupus Computer Sunlight

- Disappointed

Take a long night, little sleep and a computer and write his thoughts on
and already is something out how the
following. Please excuse my Trübsinigkeit morning.
the poem is meant that one is a moment in itself and it makes
ideas whether because everything is right, just as one
does or has done.

Disappointed

I stand here alone, look back and think.
I wonder what I have done, what have I done to deserve this
. But I'm not really
a conclusion that I continue to sink bringt.Stattdessen
my thoughts.

I tried to be there for others trying to be nice
, but it has brought only treason.
I was injured, but this was not seen.
ruthlessly played with my feelings, but no one noticed it
. Why do people

act without thinking, why they go
a way that I do not understand?
why they try to be someone they are not, and
why I'm different? Why can they just do not understand
?

I find no answers to my questions, I
do not know what to say to the people who have offended me
. I could be angry, but
would they understand me? I doubt it.
why they too should start now?

But I know I am not alone, that
there are people who think like me, give me
backing and really there are
when you need them. Such people find
is hard, but I know that they exist.